THE WORD
Ac 4,13-21 / Mk 16,9-15
When he had risen, early on the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had driven seven demons. She went and told his companions who were mourning and weeping. When they heard that he was alive and had been seen by her, they did not believe. After this he appeared in another form to two of them walking along on their way to the country. They returned and told the others; but they did not believe them either.
But later, as the eleven were at table, he appeared to them and rebuked them for their unbelief and hardness of heart because they had not believed those who saw him after he had been raised. He said to them, “Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.”
IN OTHER WORDS
On June 12, 1999, I boarded the plane for the first time going to Argentina, my first mission assignment. When the plane took off I looked out the window and suddenly felt a great pain in my heart. “Totohanan na ito” (This is it). After 7 hours of sitting down without sleep I started to recall the joys and happiness of the good life that I had had with my friends: the places we went to, the movies we watched, the eating places we dined in, the security that I felt in familiar territory. There and then I realized that I was leaving these behind. I started to protest in pain. Why should I go to Argentina when, in fact in Abra, there are so many places that do not have a priest to celebrate the mass? The people there, too, need a priest. Not knowing how to console myself I took out my wallet and started to look at the picture of Jesus. Lord, is there a need for me to go? I had a good life in St. Jude; I think I can serve you better in the Philippines! And I started crying! Suddenly an old woman who was sitting beside me saw the picture and said, ‘Oh, are you missing your Dad? Your father is too young.’ Surprised by her words
I said, ‘No, I am looking at the picture of Jesus Christ, our Lord.’ Then she said, ‘I am sorry, I know nothing about your God, I wish I could have faith.’ Right there on the plane I found someone who did not know Jesus. Maybe it was just a coincidence but I took it as Christ’s response to my questions, to my fears, doubts and lack of faith in Him.
In this world of so many uncertainties we find it extremely difficult to believe. The disciples and friends of Jesus, after his death, were confused and did not know what to believe! The question is, why is it that they failed to recognize Jesus?
Today’s gospel gives us two reasons: First, they failed to recognize because they were SCARED, that they had lost their leader. Indeed fear paralyzes us. The same thing that I felt when I realized that I was leaving my “built-in security”. That is why we find it hard to believe. And yet Jesus tells us like he told
Thomas, “How little faith you have, have faith and believe”.
Secondly, they failed to know him because they DOUBTED and therefore they were extremely confused. In this world of so much relativism it is so difficult to know the truth. It seems that the world has the ultimate answer to all human needs. In order for us to enjoy life, we need fame, power and wealth. Everything can be bought. I too was confused and doubted even my readiness to proclaim the gospel in the mission. But thanks to Jesus, who, like in the gospel, has patiently taught the confused disciples to go and broadcast the joy of proclaiming the good news and the wonder of living Christ’s messages of love, hope, peace and happiness.
Indeed, in spite of our doubts, fears and seemingly lack of faith, Jesus trusts us. That is why we have to renew our trust in Him and cling to him because there is happiness in proclaiming his gospel. It’s been 16 years since I left the Philippines with fear, and, glad to say that everyday Jesus surprises me with strength to move on in the mission.
Yes, Christ sends us but he surely accompanies us. Therefore let us transform our fears, doubts and lack of faith into a living witness of His love, hope and peace. When he had risen, early on the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had driven seven demons. She went and told his companions who were mourning and weeping. When they heard that he was alive and had been seen by her, they did not believe. After this he appeared in another form to two of them walking along on their way to the country. They returned and told the others; but they did not believe them either.
But later, as the eleven were at table, he appeared to them and rebuked them for their unbelief and hardness of heart because they had not believed those who saw him after he had been raised. He said to them, “Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.”
- Fr. Romulo Laguico, SVD | Argentina
The Word in other words 2016
An annual project of Logos Publications, The WORD in Other Words Bible Diary contains daily scripture readings and reflections written by priest, brothers, and sisters of the three congregations founded by St. Arnold Janssen (the SVD, SSpS, and SSpSAP). It hopes to serve as a daily companion to readers who continually seek the correlation of the Word of God and human experience.